A very seriously funny dream that I can say its directed by a sucks director :)

So I got this dream just now.
Its about one of my 2-years-didnt-met best friend.
Well its not weird when he got into my dream since I knew him for almost 9 years(?).

Okay the story is about I went to a restaurant with my brother and mum ==
My brother met my best friend's cousin which is one of his friend. I know its kinda LOL but I have to say this.
My best friend's elder cousin brother is a friend of my sister and his younger cousin brother is my brother's friend AND he's my friend.
Its not weird since we went to the same school and knew each other SALTS((okay I know you're gonna ask me what that mean.
Back to the point.
We met them and I did not recognize my best friend ((How are you suppose to recognize your friend after 2 years did not meet hello?==
And he did not tell me that he's him and Im just ignoring him ((well.........
I'll jump the boring part. I dont know how but he gotten into my house LOL
I saw his hair with some WHITE HAIRS so I tried to touch his head. LOL I DID NOT DO THAT IN REAL LIFE okay i did that and got hit
So this is the point. In the dream his hair is kinda OLD-MEN-HAIR and that is definitely NOT HIM.
Reason one : He loves his hair just like he loves his dog((okay its just an example.
He DO NOT let anyone to touch his hair and this is a 101% CONFIRMED ((well you know I knew him for 9 years
Reason two : He loves his hair so he is SO NOT having white hairs on his head
Conclusion : HE LOVES HIS HAIR ==
Back to my dream again.
When he stood up he's same tall with me which means he's just 150cm+ -bufff-
I know this is so FAKE and I can tell you the reason.
Reason one : My bro went to the same middle school with him and he said he met my best friend and he's taller than my bro. And you know that my height and my brother's height is like a distance of HEAD ((okay my english sucks what I was trying to say is my brother has a head higher than me. if you still dont understand TRANSLATE IN TO MANDARIN
Reason two : Yes Im almost same height with him TWO YEARS AGO but he is SO NOT still short since he's a boy LOL
Back to the dream again.
I talked with him about latest news of me and him ((well thats what friends will talk about when they meet each other
and I found out he's talking very so UNNORMAL. You know why?
Me and him used to chat very rudely like every sentence will have at least one bad work like FUCK.
But in the dream he talked to me like another person talking nicely with me XD
And then I woke up when my sister came into the room == so I do not know what happened next.


Well the dream is kinda SALTS so just ignore it. Well I bet you finished it when you saw IGNORE =D
Okay who directorED this dream, please quit your DIRECTOR job and think carefully about your future.
Not disrespect but please listen to me XD


I just finished my story. So if you don't understand what am I saying just ignore it :)
I know my english sucks OKAY I DID NOT TOUCH THE KEYBOARD FOR 3 DAYS.
What Im trying to say is my english sucks so translate it to chinese is better ((my suggestion ;D

OH AND AND TOMORROW IS HIS BIRTHDAY !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR DEAR BEST FRIEND WHAHAHA!

AND KANGIN IS COMING BACK 100DAYS LATER
LETS COUNTDOWN !!  

사랑해요 김희철! 기다릴께 김희철!♥

金希澈

这名字似乎搞乱了我的世界

这名字的主人

他　

我们家女王

我们家大哥　

我们家最美丽的男人

金希澈

他是那个老公单飞了　出了专辑　特地买了　还帮庚宝在电台上宣传的希大

他是那个老朴最失落的时候　待在他的身边　安慰他的希大

他是那个成员们都因为输了大赏而难过　第一个伸手为团队打气的希大

他是那个在一巡自我介绍的时候　说自己是养猫的金希澈

他是那个不容易哭　但上starking　看到看不见的小妹妹弹钢琴　却哭得稀里哗啦的希大

他是那个蓝家里面　最坚强的男人

9月1日即将入伍的他　

在前10天　宣布入伍的事情　还叫妖精、花瓣们不要等他回来

在人气歌谣最后一个舞台领奖时　带着笑容致词　却忍着不让眼睛里的泪流下

在人气歌谣最后一个舞台领奖时　一边致词一边牵着哭惨的老朴的手

在入伍的前一晚公开剪短发后的照片　依然是那么美那么帅

在入伍的前一晚通过推特说谢谢　还说了13种语言　因为他知道　妖精不只在国内，是全世界各地

他　

我喜欢的人

我爱的人

我尊敬的人

我羡慕他的美的人

我的爱人♥

7个小时后　

他就要为国家服务　成为真正的男人

成员们一定会到齐　包括花瓣、妖精们　送他这23个月的路

然后开始倒数　他回归的日子♥

8年

我赌下我的8年　等待哥哥们

8年并不长　到时候　我可能会是一个大学生

等所有的成员都服兵役回来了

到时候我们，

妖精

包括

Super Junior 哥哥们

一起创造奇迹♥Miracle

因为我们蓝家的女人　是最棒的♥

从利特开始到ＥＬＦ结束

사랑해요 김희철! 우유 빗깔 김희철 ! 김.희.철 짱 !!♥

金士兵，忠诚！

我 没事 ;)

6月19日的晚上-第一次因为朋友的字而心碎
这一句话 是她更新状态 所写的
--〉我对你冷淡 表示我跟你已经没有任何朋友或好朋友的关系 :)
那个笑脸 是洒在伤口上的盐

可能她不会懂 我为什么会要她把我当成朋友
表面上 我说我不要防碍她找到对她更重要的人
其实我不要她把我当成是好朋友 是因为她给我的感觉 只是敷衍我 我是多余的
她给我的感觉是 她不想跟我当好朋友了 她在“偷偷”跟我做普通朋友而已
她给我的感觉是 我做错了什么事情 她不要和我讲 就慢慢疏远我

对一个普通的朋友来讲 我会去在意这些东西吗?
只有对我很重要 很要好的朋友 我才会这么在意
她说 是我们没话题了
是真的没话题吗？ 还是这句也是“偷偷”跟我做普通朋友的步骤?
她说 她插不进我和朋友的话题
是真的插不进吗？那为什么在学校 对我冷淡？像你说的一样 你跟我已经没有任何朋友或好朋友的关系吗? 我对你热情了 为什么给我的反应是敷衍?
她说 她有了真正的朋友
她找到了真正的朋友 所以对我冷淡 不再需要我 嫌我烦? 可能她不会懂 我为什么会这么重视她…因为我没有朋友? 不，是因为 我信任她…
我一生中都没有和其他人讲心事讲秘密 只有她
她说在她真正的朋友面前 她可以很放松
在我的面前 她很压力
为什么她没跟我讲过 有我在 她很压力？要找好时机? 还是说不出口?
还是她不信任我?

我可以很了解她的状况 毕竟我只是个陪她一起 直到她找到她真正的朋友 然后再被扔的娃娃
她说过的 我们会一辈子当好朋友
就因为她有了真正的朋友 所以对一个很重视她的人冷淡?
她说过的 我还有她
可是到头来 她对我的信任 不够 不是吗?
她说过的 她会好好珍惜我这个好朋友
那现在呢? 我当不了她真正的朋友 所以把我给冷落?

她说 她不管我有没有心情 至少都要把她当朋友看
我没有一秒是没有把她当朋友看的
感觉上，她没心情的时候 好像忘了我的存在

我不了解她 所以倒过来 为她想
我只是觉得 她真的很不像跟我做好朋友
她好像很努力地摆脱我 不要有我的存在
还是她早就把我的名字 从她的好朋友名单里面 删除了

我可以接受这样的事实 只是我说过 我会好好珍惜她这一个朋友 我就会做到
哪怕只是一点点
因为她是我很重视的 一个很好很好的朋友

可能我这样讲了这么多 她看到了 会生气 会觉得无言 会觉得我很闲
至少我没有后悔 认识到第一个让我很放松地分享我的秘密和心事的一个人 就像是她发现到她的一群真正的朋友 一样

可是 她说过的一句话 让我心碎的一句话
我真的彻底被打败了
既然她都这样说了 那我只好这样办了
可能她会觉得 我有这种想法很幼稚 可是我也只是成全她
我们的状况 我忍受不下去了
比起被忽视的好朋友 我宁愿做回起初的普通朋友
被忽视 也是正常的

你说 你感觉上 好像是坏人
我不会让你变成坏人的
是我要成全你 所以才弄出一大堆借口来
你不用怕人家怎样讲你
因为 还有我 =)
不要再胡思乱想了 会头痛

今天 她真的把我当普通朋友看了
她可以接受这个事实 我也应该可以接受
只是她踏出的第一步 我不习惯
慢慢 我会习惯的

我只能说 我伤害了你 对不起

我跟她 我们没有吵架 没有绝交
我们只是做回当初的我们 “普通朋友”

我 没事
只是以后 再也没有人会听我讲心事 讲秘密 讲事情
像回到一年前 和之前的之前
一个人 闷心事
该习惯了
我   没事 ;)

Sharon 我的老婆 我的好朋友 我的死党

她和我一样哈韩　疯着属于湖蓝家的５只
她　我的老婆　我们的友谊　很深
不懂为什么　２个星期的假期里　她　不再怎么理我
我很怕有人会不理我　尤其是我的朋友　
开学了一个星期　她给我的感觉是　普通朋友
通常早上　我们几个人是一起吃早餐的
一个星期里面　我们都没有和她吃
在学校见面了　我们也只讲ＨＩ～或者是笑罢了
之前的我们　见面了　会很激动　很开心的
可是她给我的感觉是　好想远离我

通常上了ＦＢ　我们不是chat , 就是 wall to wall
3个星期了　我都过着外星人的生活
真的会胡思乱想　

我不知道我是不是做错了什么　让她给我的感觉是不喜欢有我这个朋友　后悔了有我这个朋友
可是我真的很怕朋友会不理我　
我知道这样想　可能是我自己想象出来的
所以暗示了　不要不理我
结果被误会了　
我没有别的意思　只是不要你不要这样不理我
我会觉得我是做错了什么　让你疏远我
我没有要伤你的意思　只是想要你　重视我一下
我没有想过会有吵架的一天　只是想说对不起　伤了你
我知道我很自私　做出这样的要求
不要不理我

我真的很珍惜这个朋友

对不起　我的Ｙｏｂｏ

大家辛苦了 谢谢各位 对不起 还有，我爱你们

哇~~~~今天的选拔　终于让我感受到真正死了的感觉
昨天宣布教师节入选的节目　结果我们没有被选
话没讲了半天　终于放下了　至少对今天的选拔还抱着一点点的希望
今天　选拔了　对高一的学长姐　我们输了
当场流了泪　也试着掩饰了　笑着说“好啦～结束了～走，我们去吃饭！哦～饿死我了！”
可是我也不懂为什么眼泪一直流
回教室的路上　不想哭　忍着了
一进到课室　坐了下来　哭了
一直这样　哭了　没笑过了

啊～～这样就是死了的感觉　
简直对世界没有一点点希望　
曾经幻想过的　就是　两组我们也都被入选了　一起去买衣服　练舞吵吵闹闹打扰到别人　生气的时候　整个ＢＢｌｏｃｋ也都听到队长和成员的喊叫声　
也想过　一个没有进到　至少还有对另一个有信心
却没有想过两个也进不到　
感觉很不好受　

每天下午晚上都在练舞的我们　没有被入选
我可以了解我们不够好　不够齐
只是有时候　会很奇怪为什么只选高中的节目
我可以了解我们没有高中好
只是觉得　为什么我们的组可以这么不好

我不辛苦　我的成员们才是真正辛苦的人
总共有十三人的我们　除了我　其他都很辛苦
他们很累　很困　很忙　也不会不来练习
他们可以放弃第二天的测验　晚上的自习补习　早上的课程
也可以为这两个组而努力
他们的付出　他们的努力　他们的辛苦
他们从来不提起
因为他们只想好好地表演
因为他们对自己有信心
因为他们相信　这个世界是还有希望的
因为这样　对不起　让你们失望了

队长　我不敢提
因为这样的队长　不应该存在
队长　很尽责　－我没有
队长　对成员很好　－我没有
队长　有耐心　－我没有
队长　很坚强　－我没有
这种队长　炒鱿鱼是最好的　

好了　Special Ten 还有 Mr & Mrs 的成员们，
今天我们的工作终于完毕了～　睡个好觉　专心上课　吧～！你们辛苦了～
谢谢你们为这两组的付出还有努力～！　
对不起　让你们失望了～
还有，我爱你们　<3

我不想回家

之前从早上去上课

放学后一直在学校练舞

回到家就11点多了

弄一大堆东西过后

就去睡觉

跟家人讲话的机会不多

练着舞的时候

很希望 突然爸爸或妈妈打来

问我吃了没 吃什么 钱够不够用 脚有没有痛

很希望 生病的时候

会突然打来 问我吃了药没有 喝了水没有

很希望 脚痛的时候

会突然打来 叫我不要练舞 要就不要太久

很希望 练着舞的时候

会突然打来 叫我到门口拿妈妈帮我弄的便当

1个月 整整一个月

我没有吃过妈妈煮的饭菜

整整一个月

我没有接过这些电话

整整一个月

我在家里 像个陌生人

今天 本来说

audition完了 会突然打来 问我怎样怎样

可是没有

本来说

回到家 终于可以吃妈妈煮的菜了

结果 我回到家

家里又是吵架的

不关事的我 也无端端被骂了

姐姐生日 帮她庆祝

结果 他们给我的感觉 还是一样

我是被收养的

我活了14年 这感觉跟了我14年 

我不想回家 

因为这个家 给我的感觉是 我不属于他们

至少我可以到学校 还有朋友 老师

总比在家里受这种不必要的苦 

我不知道 我到底要做什么

最近大家都在忙跳舞的事 所以很压力
一直觉得 我们会很顺利地跳
结果 闹事了

当时休息时间 我们没事做
Sherlly Sharon Sarah 都在教初一的
她们生气了 不要来练舞
我去找她们 两个人明明看到我 还转身 伸懒腰 走人
这什么意思 我懂
可是 当时她们教初一的时候 我坐下来 讲一句“5秒内到位子”然后倒数5秒
然后我就走去练MJ ，这错了吗？

Carman 讲你们是生气 Sherlly还有Sharon… 可是你有必要不理我吗？
因为我讲那一句 所以就代表我在教初一？
我真的不知道我到底错在哪里…
讲那一句然后倒数5秒？
还是因为你跟她们翻脸的时候 我跟她们讲话？
我真的不知道我是为了做错而哭 还是因为你误会我而哭 还是因为我当队长的不负责任？
Carman一直跟我讲不是我的错 酱你有必要把我当透明吗？
老师也问了有没有问题 我以为就可以和好 那为什么一直不把我当人在看？

如果你因为她们而生气我 我可以跟你道歉
可是可以不要不理我吗？
我很辛苦 你们懂不懂？！
我在家里 全部人都把我当成是被捡回来的孩子了
我生病告诉爸爸妈妈 可是他们说是小事
我已经超过一个月了 每一天头痛 每次痛都在吃panadol 一天可以吃整7-8粒
他们也说是小事
我姐我弟生一点病 他们就紧张到要命
姐姐弟弟都把我当佣人看 全部看不起我

我去到学校 不想有和家里的这种感觉一样
就每一天死命笑 为了要有朋友 要有人关心我 不会不理我
可是后来还是被忽视
我常故意弄自己生病 希望去到学校 会有朋友跟我讲要照顾好身体 要吃药
甚至希望有人会骂我不会好好照顾身体 骂一大堆 纯粹希望我不再生病
可是后来还是这样 被忽视
我一直在学校大声喊叫 希望会有人明白我为什么会这样
我是不是天生这样还是故意弄出来引朋友来关心我
可是后来还是这样 被忽视
我一直练舞 练断脚也没关系 只希望会有人称赞我 跳舞不错
至少可以证明 其实我还是有用的
可是后来还是这样 被忽视

我可以理解队员的辛苦 练舞很累 我知道
当队长 我也很累
我要假装坚强 不为小事哭
从上个月每一天留在学校 练舞到10点多
回到家 11点多 多数成员是宿舍生 上不到网来查关于跳舞的事
我要找舞步 弄歌 还要排位子
还要为成员想 太难的动作 有谁不会做 有谁会做
要了解每个成员的时间表 什么时候得空 留下来练舞
第二天 旷早上的课 在食堂做昨天的功课
上课的时候不听课 反而睡觉 不然就一直在排位子

我知道你们的辛苦 我理解
因为我更辛苦
我早就知道队长 不好当
可是我从没想过我们会变这样


我没有要怪你们的意思 没有把这些东西弄成是你们的错
因为问题出在我身上


对不起 ，我承受不下压力了 才会写出这样的东西

我不要我们和对方翻脸了 拜托><

我只是在发泄 不要放在心上><

难忘的生日~感谢各位♥

今天上体育, 在篮球场的时候~跟晶站在一起，结果不小心被没有盖着的水瓶倒了水~后来老师讲可能有spotcheck，最好把电话放在他那里先~然后我就跟阿稻说，叫她把电话给老师~结果老师讲“你的电话酱大，不会自己放啊？” woah很奇怪哦~收我的又不收她的… 然后我就没什么理了…谁知

战争从这里开始…本来只是一点点被弄到，结果一大班的女生追着我要倒水喷水~
啊~是我明天生日所以要这样弄吧~~哈哈！结果我全身湿了~衣服裤子都湿了~没想到噢～
小白借我篮球校队的衣服换～去了礼堂的厕所，还要被Eling淋多一次水！那些女子啊～～～～～！

换了衣服，快打钟了，从礼堂走出来，正要去那电话的时候…　把头顺便翻过去新宿舍楼下的时候，那边的木桌椅围着的都是班上的女子…级任老师也在…我就转头走过去那边…越来越靠近的时候，他们开始唱生日歌，我又突然看见了蛋糕～两个！啊～～～～～～～哭了:')　　太感动了:)
为了大家，许了一个愿望－希望Jordan Quek讲话不要酱欠打…第二个愿望，当然也许了.不过不能说^^


下课打钟了～从智到诚的朋友都来了～只有蜡烛没有点火的蛋糕， 就这样切了…因为忘了买tissue,只好撕蛋糕盒来放蛋糕～到处去派了，谢谢晓慧帮忙切蛋糕^^
吃着蛋糕的时候， 又开始了～把蛋糕cream涂在我脸上还真好玩啊你们，以后当化妆师一定会很有成就感的:)




真的没有想过会有蛋糕～～以为只是单单这样玩水罢了～没想到……
其实刚才要我讲感想我还真的讲不出啦…不过现在讲也应该不迟吧？

很感动～真的…没有想过会这样…
我生日还真大牌啊，两个蛋糕～哈哈！其实我们班阿里也刚过生日啊，为什么不跟他一起庆祝咧？…因为是同一个月生日的却没得庆祝，所以我觉得有点对不起他…
不过，真的要好好谢谢各位～不管是想到玩水的人，买蛋糕的人，收钱的人，还特地为我准备这样的一个生日suprise的各位，谢谢你们～
今年的生日，很特别…－插了蜡烛没有点火的蛋糕，玩水，和朋友一起庆生，特地为我准备的～很感动…因为是你们，所以太开心得哭了；因为是朋友，所以让你们了；因为爱你们，所以很感谢为我准备这样的生日…好久没有这样温暖过了，真怀念～谢谢你们:)

＊话说回来，这些生日suprise都是由我这个主席弄的，你们这些啊！太闲没有事做，想跟我抢工作做了吧？哈！被我猜中了吧？换回我的工作啊你们！！:D

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Super Junior来到我的世界 是件幸福的事

说真的 ...一开始很讨厌朋友一直疯着说他们的事情~ “好帅好帅！” 常常听朋友说这句…就心想，他们真的有那么好吗？
有一天 我开始关注他们了...不知不觉，他们来到了我的世界…现在到我疯着说他们的事情了:D
就当我是个很疯的歌迷吧..
我爱上他们,很多理由~尤其是他们的队长,利特..他是第一个让我很欣赏的人..我很欣赏他..真的!
我来简单介绍好了..Super Junior是全世界最多成员的组合..总共有13个人，再加上2个Super Junior-M的新成员..
利特 希澈 韩庚 艺声 强仁 神童 晟敏 银赫 东海 始源 厉旭 起范 圭贤 + 周觅 亨利
利特,他是这个组合拥有最大责任的队长.. 他很坚强..有好多心事都放在心里,不和人家分享..他认为他是最大的,照顾弟弟们是他的责任 ..至于自己的想法如何并不是最重要..只要有一件事情动到他的心 ,他自然就会哭..但如果压力大,他不哭...他留着自己分担..队长,对别人来说是很重大的..队长是很认真的,,他并没有..不管在哪里,他都会很自然地和弟弟们玩起来..很搞笑~
他的腰的情况不是很好,可是他依然练习自己舞蹈上不好的地方..上节目的时候,他让弟弟们有机会说话..他很照顾人,很体贴,很搞笑,更重要是他很坚强..他是一个很好的队长..从他身上我找到了我根本学习不来的东西..真的很欣赏他~
其他14位也是..我真得很喜欢他们..

可是最近,颁奖典礼真得让人心碎.. 再过一年,利特和希澈就要去当兵了..利特当兵之前要实现的愿望,一次又一次被这些颁奖典礼搞砸..
MNET MAMA 2010 , Super Junior本来赢了4个奖项..可是因为缺席，所以把所有奖项颁给其他组合，最后一个奖项也没得~利特其中一个愿望是赢得MNET MAMA的奖项...他的心…碎了……
金唱片Golden Disk Award 2010,利特的愿望是像2009年得Daesang奖,可是到最后却被后辈少女时代赢得..他还硬着不在现场流泪..在颁发Daesang奖之前，SM的一位经纪人和利特说了悄悄话，和他说他们没得那个奖，他的表情就变了…和成员们说了之后，他们也低下头了…过后就颁了这个奖给后辈少女时代…希澈还抱着利特安慰他~然后离开了现场...
现在，利特的愿望…是13个成员一起在台上表演...这得托大家的福了~韩庚，强仁，起范...回来吧~特特,Super Junior成员和妖精ELF们好想你们~回来吧~帮队长利特哥哥入伍之前完成他的愿望…

本来我想哭的，因为他们输了。是我造成的…第四张专辑，我并没有购买…真得很后悔..对不起#sorrysuperjunior …可是我没哭，因为我们大家都知道，Super Junior都不要我们这样…2010失败了，还有未来的2011，2012，2013，2014…… 只要继续支持他们，一定会赢回来的~
Super Junior - LeeTeuk - HeeChul - HanKyung - YeSung - KangIn - ShinDong - SungMin - EunHyuk - DongHae - SiWon - RyeoWook - KiBum - KyuHyun - ZhouMi - Henry - ELF - Sapphire Blue - FOREVER LOVE

加油吧 Super Junior ! 加油吧 ELF ! 加油吧 Ira ! 加油！！

Ren's Birthday Pranking Suprise Episode 3 !

Wooooohooo !! hahah ! Too excited !! Cnt tahan ohhhh ~
yesterday ( 071010) , we've pranked 2 girls and made them cry !! ahahahahhaah !
cause 3 of the exam breaks got 3 people birthday in our class !! Jessica ( TaeMin ) , AnKee ( RyeoWook ) and AhLooi ( Tifanny ) So , we "celebrate" their birthday early !
I've think of an idea ! The Ren's Suju make me angry outside the class by calling me LeeTeuk-2 in the group #LeeTeuk is the Leader of SuJu , I am #
And then AnKee #the 2nd victim# have to pull Jess into the group . and then I have to pretend to be angry and suddenlly scold the innocents Jess and AnKee . The SuJu's have to help them 1st , and then MiXiu ( DongHae ) #who's in the helping me group# have to say something to make them#the SuJu# help me .
And then The SuJu came to help me .. Left AnKee and Jessica get scolded by the crowd #SuJu+helping me group# . And then make them cry !
BUT !! haih . I forgot to tell Emerald #Jess's best friend in the other class# not to take Jess away when recess ! everybody thinks that the plan failed . But NOT YET !! *Hello ? Im not gonna stop until I pranked the Birthday Girl okay ?*
Grace found them (Jess+Emerald) in the canteen and told them our class got big problem ! So they quickly come back to class , and its 5minute to the bell ring .
When they are rushing to come up here , we started to act . Like the plan , The SuJu called me LeeTeuk-2 and the helping me group keep ask them dont call me like that . And then AnKee pull Jess into the crowd and she's blurr ! ahah !
Im start to "angry" . And then didnt talk .. Then they start to make it soo real . Me too ! So I suddenly scold them . "you're not syok is it ? You !? you're not syok ? huh ?! you!" . I pointed each of them . Thn when i pointed to Ankee , she oso blurrr .. When I pointed to Jess , she's so innocents and says " noo ...."
I was going to laugh that time ! ahahahah:D
But then the Chinese teacher came . Fuuuuh ~ Change plan ! we pass papers in the class to discuss about the plan B . So i've think that we should continue it . So in the plan-B . Im going to be angry and then them all started to ANTI me . I've asked Grace S. to ask Jess come comfort me . She really came ! but i ignored her . I drew the papers with my pens until the paper BROKE . She's in the blurrr condition ! :D
After Chinese , its KH . easy to go ~ I've ask MiXiu to tel KH that we're gonna pranked them and KH keep laughing and say " you prank urs and i'll say mine " LMAO .
They came to my place ANTI me . Im gonna angry . and then Crys( KyuHyun ) says something when everyone is quiet awhile . So I stand up gonna start to hit her ! but she ran away , she said " hey ! dont touch me ! " *actually she's afraid of me *
So I walked to the back . Cant stand it ! I keep laughing without voice at the back . and they started a conversation there , made the 2girls believe that it's real .. Then YingLu ( YeSung ) said " why are you standing behind there ? sukk ka ?! " the SuJu also start to fight . I really cant stand it ! BEH TAHAN !
I pretend to be MORE ANGRY and want to go to the toilet . I BANG the door , and started to laugh after i cross my class ! ahhahaha !
then I heard someone open my class door , i ran up to the toilet and locked myslef in the 2nds toilet . Laugh and laugh and laugh without voice in the toilet ! i think they're thinking the plans in the class , cause the one who ranout the chase me is Jess XD
Jess keep calling me come out .. dont angry .. she seems like really scare of this .I scolded her again n again . Then Beterics# helping me group# came . she also ask me to come out . then i also scolds her . after scold i laugh ! ahahha:DD
then Beterics says let her in , she'll talk to me .. so i open the door , let Beterics in . After we locked the door , we laughed in the toilet and Jess waits at outside ! ahha !!!!
Beterics told me plan-C and then we start saying loudly . like . DONT TOUCH ME ! GET OUT ! hahaha:DD
I laughed in the toilet ! keep laughing .. while Jess stays outside waiting . Beterics went back to class . Suddenly there's a HEAD ! scared me ! AhBao ( Henry) jumped and scared me !! I pretend to be more angry and went out the toilet . Ran away to the class . Jess and AhBao is still in the toilet .. I ran into the class and we laughed !! ahahaha:DDDD
Now my job is sit at the corner and start to MORE MORE MORE ANGRY . AhBao and Jess came into the class . The Suju+helping me group scolds Jess ! What did she said to me and made me angry like that . They go to my place . *KH CHONG is laughing there like SHAZI !*
Jess b-cum vry2 blur . its the climax now ..
Beterics ask me what did she said to me . *what did she said to me ? She ask me to come out and dont angry* then i said " She said TaeMin is the most handsome and cute guy . LeeTeuk is the ugliest !"
hahahaXD
she started to cry !! OMG ! they keep scolding her . why did she said like tat laaa . blaablaa2 ..
then she didnt say anything . AnKee keep helping Jess . like plan-A , the PURE AnKee who never scold anyone have to scold them ! They ANTI her . scolds her . keep scolding her . Jess is just crying there .. Now AnKee cry !! woooooohoooooo~~ *anshuanggggg*
So KICK ! then Mira (YaoYao) came . They asked me what I want .. I said " easy . just SORRY" .
Mira asked me to scold her for helping Jess and AnKee . When Jess wanted to say Sorry , Mira make noise !! SPOILER no-1 !
Keep ANTIing .. then AhBao also come in to SPOIL ! like AhBao make noise and laugh . then Mira asked " Did I asked you say something ? you better shut up ! " then AhBao said " got got ! You got ask me to say ! ahhahahahhahaha" . urh !!
she laugh and made people also wants to laugh . BEHTAHAN oh !
now , Jess want to say sorry . then suddenly ! "MS.MARIA IS COMING !!" ohhell ! 2nd SPOILER !!
we all back to our place .. haha :D
Teacher asked us to put our things outside cause we have to rearrange the tables and chairs . *EXAM*
the whole "street" is Junior 1 . We continued outside . that time Jess cried very hard ! the faces are all red ! They ANTI her awhile .. Then keep asking her to say sorry to me .. I didnt say anything . She came to my side .. and wanted to say sorry . we're just waiting for the second ! and 3rd SPOILER !! MiXiu suddenly said 1 , 2 ,3 !! Happy Birthday to you ~~
haih ~ BoBanFat , sings the song .. I LAUGHED LOUDLY !! WITHOUT SINGING ! ahhahaXDDDDDD
Finally can laugh !! She cried more hard !! ahahahhahahahhahahaha:DDD
then i hug her , keep laughing and say sorry . The other class Junior One looks toward us ! ahahahaXDD
Then we sang to AnKee too ! And AhLooi also ! muahahaha:D
I asked Jess why did she cried .. she said " it seems so real .. when you said I said that LeeTeuk is the ugliest thingy ! make me feels innocents ! " muahahahaha :D
I also asked AnKee why did she cried , she said " cause everyone is scolding at me , but acctually Im with them .. Seems so real . " ahahahahahahhaXDDDDD
Its really sucesssfull ! Thankss to Ren's Suju , helping me group and the otherssss who helped us !
And once again , Happy Early Birthday to Jess , AnKee and AhLooi !!
** The Ren's Birthday Pranking Suprise Episode 3 SUCESS !**
we've broke the record ! Its the 1st time 2 people cry !!
Actually I want to cry it out , but I cant ! Haih . Cause its tooooo funny !!

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Well , we quarreled .

It feels like Im living without air this few days .
Saying the truth , this is the first time I met a friend that I love the most .
And I just spoiled it .

This few days , we quarreled . Just because the paper thingy .
I never thought this will happen . I mean , actually there's something happened and maybe I've really did wrong .
Now , this happened . Both of us don't speak to each other . Not mad , Im just don't know how to say .

2 days , I didn't talk to her 2 days . Its like something missing in my life .
Talking , laughing , sharing problems and secretes with her had became my lifestyle , and it suddenly stopped . You know the feelings ?

I never listens to song or singing song and the tears suddenly falls down . It happened twice this day , when Im singing a song , a friends song . I was thinking , isit changing my school is the best way to settle this problem ? If I change my school , then she'll not seeing me again . Is that a good idea ? Cause Im the one who brought this problems out , and she's taking them all down ? nehh , Im the one who should . So , changing school should be the best way .

I was wondering .. Who should I sit with every Monday ? I used to sit with her , talking with her even the discipline teacher and prefects looking at us fiercely , pray that Simon wont catch the untied students . Now , with who should I do this things ? With the other friends ? Oh no , sorry . I dont think I can do that .

We got a deal that we'll sing together on the stage before . But now , we'll sing with other groups in our class .
I asked her for the singing competition . She said , its unfair to participate in many groups . And the answer tells me , she don't want to .

Yesterday while taking pictures during classes , there's a flash go through my mind . Me and Jing used to take pictures during classes . We seated together at the back , and since teacher change our seats , we never take pictures together during classes already . I uploaded pictures to Facebook just now , and I realized that , I didn't take pictures with her .

I still remember , I've pranked her once . I told her Im changing school and she cried ! I never thought that it will happen . And then she scolds me STUPID , of making her cry .
I told her Im staying in the hospital wad , and she scolded me STUPID . just because dancing made me stay in the wad . haha :D
And , the day I cried , I told her my problems with my mum . She scolded me STUPID once more , because of mum , I cried with my face all tears .

On the day the High School Musical dancing competition , while practicing at UMS . I did hurt my knee , and that made me stay in the wad . I remembered , when I heard that crack sound , I fell down and laying on the floor . And she's the one who came 1st to me . She asked me not to move , and the other two members came . She's the first who came to me .

She's always be the first in my life .

She's the first I ever share my problems with .

She's the first I ever rely on .

She's the first I ever crying to tell about my feels .

She's the first I ever share my secrets with .

She's the first friend who scolds me STUPID when Im doing maths that she also don't know .

She's the first who came to me when I get hurt . 

And she's the first friend whom I met that I love the most .

She said , She's not suitable to be my friend and she wants us to be classmate ONLY . That hurts me a lot as well . Really hurt me .

I don't know how to live as a CLASSMATE with her ..

" When your friends done something behind you , hold your tears and turn back to say I DONT NEED YOU ANYMORE "

I did wrote this , and I think she can use this now . 

Well , I did talk a lot this time . Just hope we'll be just like the real us .

如果我不要你走，你会为这份姐妹情而留下吗？

米修要离开我们了..仁家就不再完整了..我真得很不想要她离开..
曾经，她叫阿稻；现在，她叫米修。
那一个曾经教我怎么笑的她，
那一个曾经让我笑的她，
那一个曾经给我们回忆的她，
将要离开我们了。
不是一天，不是两天。而是9年！
我真的不希望她离开我们。
仁家都在一起这么久了，感情自然也有了。
我不想就这样，失去属于仁家的阿稻。

虽然我知道，她不是只有我一个人的米修，
也不是只是仁家的阿稻，
而是所有人的婉莹。
可是，失去她让人不好受。
为什么？好端端的，却要离开。
为什么？在大家的感情都那么好的时候，却要离开.
为什么? 在还没留下好多好多回忆之前,却要离开.

我不能确定以后或者是未来,还能不能够遇见.
我也不能确定,没有她的日子我们还能不能够过.
但,我们还是会期待她回来找我们仁家,在一起团聚.

仁家是我们的大家庭,
阿稻是我们家的阿稻,
永远都是.
那个搞笑的阿稻,
那个就算心情不好也会强颜欢笑的阿稻,
那个就算生气也会说笑的阿稻,
她是我们的阿稻 .

仁家是少不了她的.绝对.
仁家或许对外人来说,
只是一班平凡再平凡不过的一班 ,
但 ,
仁家对我来说,
很幸福,很团结,很好玩.
我们赢得,COT得,玩得,读得.
成为仁家的一份子,是我人生中最开心的事.
在仁家,我深深体会到,
朋友是什么,
家人是什么,
开心又是什么.　　

米修也是仁家的一份子.
没有她,我不知道仁家还能不能撑着,不流泪.
失去一个人真得很痛苦,何况是米修.

可是 ,她是不能不走的 .
所以,米修.
请听我说.

虽然我们相处的时间只是短短的8个月,
但是,
我真得很谢谢你.

谢谢你.
在你的身上,
我学会了独立,
我懂了家人是什么,
我也了解快乐不能用金钱买回来的.

谢谢你.
来到我的世界,
让我开心了一段日子.
让我留下美好的回忆　　　　　　　　　　　　　　

谢谢你.
让仁家都知道,
我们不是同学,
我们不是朋友,
我们是家人.

谢谢你.
 米修,这首歌.送给你. 你要记得,不管我们的距离有多遥远,你都是我们仁家的一份子.

谢谢.

Basketball Match ( 26/5 )

Wooohooo !! Just now J1Ren VS J1Yi , WIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Girls ! I said girls !! omg !!!
I got play lehhh :PPPPPPP
1st time this , I play basketball :)))
1st time oso this , I wore the shirt !! wohoooooo !!
syok ehh !! then Teacher Maria bought us all 100+
yeah ! *peace*
But , tomorow ,
J1Ren VS J1Gang !!
Oh God Oh God !! Help us !!

Ok , relaxxxx ..
J1Ren is WINNING ! not LOSING ! ok ? DEAL ? ;)
J1Ren ! J1Ren ! J1 J1 MAGIC ! J1Ren ! J1Ren ! MAGIC MAGIC gambateh !!!!!!!!
woohoooooo :DDDD


Tomorow ,
Date : 27/5/10
time : 3.30pm
Venue : KianKokMiddleSchool
Team : Magic ( J1Ren ) VS J1Gang
Come Come Come !! Support Magic !!
:DDDDD
But It's 27th , my BAD LUCK DAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BAD LUCK !! BAD LUCK !! go away !! Go away !! GOOOOO AWAYYYYYY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
huuuu ~

Cried

On mothers day that day , since I woke up ,
I've been scolded by my mum .
She scolded me because I'm playing computer.
I turned off the computer and took out my Geography textbook ,
and copy out the notes in my notebook .
It started to rain . Rain heavily ,
and the waters came in my home .
I didn't moped it , because I'm doing my notes .
My mum scolded me because I'm stupid and I don't helped them ( my sis & mum ) up !
Actually , I'm doing my NOTES !
I didn't spoke anything .
My mum scolded me again because I'm familiar as the IDIOT PERSONS after being scolded .
Later , the water flowed into my backyard .
I don't know , cause I'm at the front .
My mum called me to take my phone to the back , cause she wants me to take the flooded waters and she wanted to complained about that .
So I took the picture .
And then , my mum wanted me to take my neighbour's backyard .
But I can't ! Its raining too heavily .
My mum scolded me again cause made she wet !
OK , I get back to finished my notes .
She scolded me again ! Because she thinks that I think I'm too clever for my exams so I do not study ! And if I don't get number 1 in the class , she'll changed my school !!!
But !! I'm studying !!
Before I sleep , she scolded me again !
I cried for many times that day !
And when I go to school the next morning , my eyes !!!!! "BENGKAK"
They all asked me whywhywhy !! haha .
I told Jing2 bout the things . Cried .
And suddenly , I got fever & headache . OH GOD !
That time was Teacher Mimi 's class ,
so I go to the front and asked teacher helped me to look wherether I got fever or not .
She said got a bit , and then MiXiu told teacher that I cried because of my mum scolded me !
And teacher asked me , I cried !! 1st time you know ?! I never do like this before .
But teacher said , she'll talked to mummy about my result ! Yeah *peace*
The next day , at night before sleep ,
I got scolded again !!
Because I asked my mum got rm120 or not , I want to pay the Power Station's ticket .
And then , she scolded me !!
She don't want to give me money . haizz .
Cried till sleep loh .
The next day , my eyes "bengkak" again . hhhaaa :D

Mixes:)

Sometimes , I really don't understand .
Why ?
Whatever I do , none is correct .
Sometimes , I really don't understand .
Why ?
Whatever I want , none is can .
Sometimes , I really don't understand .
Why ?
Whenever I say Iloveyou , you won't believe .
Sometimes , I really don't understand .
Why ?
Whenever I say No , you will say YES .

I hate to be the other me ! But I can't .
I just can't . I'm gonna be Atirah , not Ira .
Cause whatever I do , I'm wrong .
I post my pictures , I was wrong .
I want a night for me to sleep , I can't .
I love you , you say " Don't lie "
I say , " I didn't lie you " , you say " Yes , you are lying me ! "

I'm fed up to live in this STUPID LIFE !
But I have to .
I must to .
Cause the reason I have and must to live in this world ,
is to Love You .

If you really have to live in this HELL world just to HATE me ,
then I should tell you this .
You better DIE .

My parents gave me the best present when I was born ,
that is to be IRA ,
and I'm gonna make it FOREVER !
I was meant to be Ira !
I'm proud to be IRA !

LOL , really boring here .
So I post this boring thing :)

K Family

我发现,原来有友情和友情之间除了朋友跟朋友的爱存在,家人跟家人的爱也有存在啊~
你看.
我的家人,是这样的.
爸:郭papa
妈:mira mummy
姐:(1) 贝儿
(2) 米修
(3) XiaoMing姐
哥:(1) Rabbit
弟:(1) 安凯
(2) Jasper
(3) Dell
(4) Darren
妹:(1) Zaety
(2) Iqa
(3) 晶晶
(4) Phoebe
姐夫: Edry ( 贝儿 )
妹夫: 浩勤 ( 晶晶 )
女儿:"硬卢"( 韵如 )
弟媳:Grace( Jasper )
亲家:(1)Beterics ( Grace's 姐 )
(2)Penny ( Grace's 嫂 )

还有很多的..你知道吗?我的家人不只有这些,还有很多..我还没列完出来,因为现在已经是4.25am了,要去oi2咯~

waaaa ~

LONG TYM NO C !!
walaoo.. hw months didnt I updated my fb ? hhaaa..
kae22 ,, dz is it .. wanna share sumthin ..

Dz few days SOOOOOO hapie .. you noe why ??
nehhh.. I wont tell you ..
But there's a thyg.. I just broke the stupid 27th record !! I was LUCKY tat day !! YEAH !!!!!! :))

Tomoro going to be "BULB" between my Jie n JieFu.. :P
Jz nw got spotceck ehh !! Only J1Ren & J1Yi owhh !! dz is the 2nd tym owhh J1Ren ! KURANG ASAM !
but THK MUM , i didnt bring hp :)

Waaa..Next year J2Ren must performance SINGING + DANCING when Teacher's Day !!
I must be the teacher !! I wan owhh !! EEE !!

270210

my b.dy!!!
waa.yesterday nyt vry fun owh!
we bbq at hum.got hot dog , chicken wings , noodles , prawns.......
got me,mummy,fan,ray,jie2 n angel.a word! FUN !!=)
we play siram2 at outside !cool.
after tat,we go change our clothes.i wore my sleeping dress.hehe=))
thn i drank 4 n a half glass of red wine.NONE STOP.cz once a year bh kn.
pening ord.on 11.59pm,we sang b.dy song to me.n the cake.LOL CAKE.
you noe,my cake is the iceream one ar.yooo.
whn i wish,i cried.you noe why i cry?..dun wanna tel you !blerk!
after eating cakes,i slept on the floor ord.hahahaha.!!!LOL.=.=
jz nw 3am lyk tat.i woke up.i got headache.thn i go drink sum water.
sleep gain.
its fun !mm.~ =]